I had taken enough
I was tired of it;
No longer could I hold back my feelings,
I needed to let them go.

I sobbed
And miserably so.
I could no longer stand not being able to hold the one I love
Or for him to hold me;
I could no longer stand myself and my mistakes,
My problems,
My broken self.
And don’t say it’s not true,
For otherwise I would not have snapped at you
When it was only my fault
And my problem to deal with.

I wept and whimpered,
Moaning to empty walls that did not listen:
“No…no…no…no…no…no…”
No longer could my heart take its imprisonment,
A captivity born not of a cage,
But of a society…
…a society I do not belong in…

My mind howled over and over:
“Why can’t I love him?!”
I search and I search
But I find no answer.
This civilization that we live in…
…It provides no answers
Only Cold,
Hard,
And Heartless,
Laws.

“How could it be wrong to love?
To care?”
But this world…
It is only unfair.

I was always told it was good to love
But they never told me it had…
“Limits”

{Since when the fuck did love have limits?}